I want to be the AWOL Jesus
before the ships came
and took him back to War
to Life
to Hell
and then Salvation
I want to remain on that Island Of Peace
5/14/09
Jisas Yu Holem Hand Blom Mi
I want to be the AWOL Jesus
before the ships came
and took him back to War
to Life
to Hell
and then Salvation
I want to remain on that Island Of Peace
5/13/09
5/09/09
notaprizebutperfectinastrangerseyes
I am not a bad guy
I have my moments, at least
not a bad guy
flawed
duh
I have my moments, at least
not a bad guy
flawed
duh
5/07/09
Everything Must Go...
I wrote about this in many furious moments scribbled down shorthand with a full heart and a full head of numbness and cried and cried and spun around and argued and fought and fucked you and with FUCK YOUS and WHY MES? and WHY US AND ME WITH YOU AND WHY AM I HERE AND I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORES
and all of this
and of this all of this
started to make sense even when it continued to not do so
and my fingers and my eyes would crackle the nails would bleed and the eyes would start to tighten
and im still here
and im still doing this
and im different and not cool for you or anybody and ive compiled so many regrets and beat myself up so much and I know that you all might want to beat me also
and
please forget me all if you need to you
its best
i understand
but understand
that i never will...YOU.
all of this. EVER.
and all of this
and of this all of this
started to make sense even when it continued to not do so
and my fingers and my eyes would crackle the nails would bleed and the eyes would start to tighten
and im still here
and im still doing this
and im different and not cool for you or anybody and ive compiled so many regrets and beat myself up so much and I know that you all might want to beat me also
and
please forget me all if you need to you
its best
i understand
but understand
that i never will...YOU.
all of this. EVER.
5/05/09
5/02/09
repost = compost
Maybe Deja-Vu Is...That somebody in an alternate universe is reading that book about you, the comic book or watching your movie and either had to re-read that sentence, chapter, etc. or rewind to the last part before the phone rang or having to feed the dogs.
nononoyeayyeayyeaymaybemaybemaybe
I'm peckingly typing while giving you second hand smoke/cancer company.
You're sleeping when I'm waking up.
Two houses alike in dignity.
You are solar panels and I am The Vampire Lestat.
Just not as gay.
The Vampire, not the alternative energy source.
This was stupid.
It was a long work shift, forgive me.
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