Friday, July 30, 2004
Woke up early and went to see over 200 human bodies dissected in various states and put on artistic and medical display. A pregnant corpse with an eight month old fetus in her belly, a horse skinned, brains, intestines, nerves, muscles...I saw a man made of tissue holding up his body's skin.
I climbed a rock wall.
I pedaled a bike across a wire on the second story of a building. I tried to tip the bike so that I would fall in the net below me, but I had counterbalancing and science against me.
I ate Ethiopian food in downtown L.A.
I slept through traffic.
I heard John Kerry speak.
I read comics.
Played Star Wars Galaxies.
Hung out with friends.
Now I will play Poker.
Then I will sleep.
And dream of demons eating my flesh.
Viva Las Ras A Ghul...
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 2:32 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
i FEEL AS OLD AS i THOUGHT THAT i DID WHEN i WAS YOUNGER, EXCEPT THAT NOW - i'M ACTUALLY THAT OLD.
eVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED WAY BACK WHEN SERVED IT'S PURPOSE.
nOW THAT I LOOK BACK, NOTHING SURPRISES ME, EXCEPT THE THINGS THAT i DIDN'T EXPECT TO HAPPEN. aLL OF THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED MAKE SENSE.
tHE FUTURE LOOKS GREY.
mY SKIES HAVE NEVER BEEN THAT BLUE, AND EVEN AT MY DARKEST - THERE WAS STILL AN AMPLE AMOUNT OF LIGHT PEEKING THROUGH THE BLINDS.
i CAN'T QUANTIFY TIME THROUGH MY FEET BECAUSE i'M LAME IN ONE.
mY ARMS AND HANDS ARE SCARRED.
mY EYES ARE oSIRIS'.
mY FINGER AND TOENAILS GROW AT A RAPID RATE.
i HAVE BAD KNEES DUE TO SKATEBOARDING INJURIES.
mY LUNGS NEED A NEW WHEELCHAIR.
tHE OLD WRITING HAND THAT i BARELY USE ANYMORE DUE TO COMPUTERED CONTRAPTIONS SCREAMS EVERYTIME THAT i WRITE DUE TO OLD FIGHTS WITH CLOSET DOORS AND WALLS.
tHE BRAIN AND THE HEART COME TO VISIT ONCE A WEEK.
tHE LIVER HATES AND HATES AND HATES.
i WANT TO BE THE BEST-LOOKING VAMPIRE EVER.
hAPPY TO BE ALIVE.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 2:10 AM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Just saw two old men fighting each other at a bar.
I didn't break it up, it just made me tired.
And then I left out of the side door.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 8:53 PM
"What matter most is how well you walk through the fire."
But, sometimes what matters most is...if you're walking at all.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 3:10 AM
Monday, July 26, 2004
Nelson Riddle Me This, Batman...
I just erased my post.
It was about how people trap you and talk your ear off when you're a bartender.
I said something about sleeping the sleepy sleep of all sleepdom.
Then, I uh...said something about how my girlfriend will start talking to me while I'm asleep. And then I did something else. And everything went away. Now I must go.
Blogs make me go to sleep now too.
My writing = narcolepsy.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 3:06 AM
Friday, July 23, 2004
Victor Von Doom And Reed Richards...
Sometimes I rhyme slow, sometimes I rhyme quick...
Sometimes, I hate THE INTERNET. Waste of damn time.
Sometimes, I'm really glad I did it, and sometimes - not.
and sometimes, you realize that half of the stuff you say is meaningless and stupid, but the other half just might be a mark of genius to the retarded.
Al Gore may have created it - but I'm intent on destroying it.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 12:54 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Yeah, That's Right - I'm The Egg Man...
Making deviled eggs again.
That means that the house will smell fartier than usual.
Yes. I said, fartier.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 10:13 PM
all of the symptons of The West Nile Virus.
That's what I get for playing around with the corpses of dead birds.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 6:34 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Suggested By Isaac Asimov...
Should not be going out to see a couple bands and to sing Karoake.
Should be asleep fighting off this small flu-like-thingy.
Should be smarter.
Should save more money.
Should not of played with all of those little kids at my girlfriend's nieces birthday party
because now I have red hand prints, dirt and food all over the shirt that I was going to wear tonight.
Should blow my nose.
Should not be meeting The Hard Artist and Cartoon Pig.
Should not feed Gremlins after midnight.
Should see a man about a horse.
Should see your mom.
Should stop now.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 8:20 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
more smoke and then I think I'm done for.
Too much booze.
Listen to this http://www.audioblogger.com/media/27352/75545.mp3
And then feel happy that you weren't us last night.
Even though being totally drunk and hearing Henry Rollins DJing isn't too shabby.
victor von doom
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 1:38 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Bannock Beans And Black Tea...
Looked like earthquake weather outside today. Overcast pink sky, slightly humid and quiet. No earthquake though. I've been through my fair share, and as the years have gone by - I've slept through more and more of them. I figure that if the shit's really going to go down - then no amount of standing under doorways is going to help me.
I was on acid and asleep in a car when a huge earthquake hit once. I thought that it was my friends in the park playing tricks on me and pushing the car back and forth. It freaked me out, but, then again, I was on acid and pretty much anything can freak you out.
I'm not prepared if a big earthquake hits. I don't think many people are. I do live close to a grocery store and a park. I guess that's good. I have a first aid kit and some water in my car. I also have two crash helmets. Those wont help me. I have a couple hundred old cassette tapes. Those wont help. I have a Daredevil action figure that is waiting to be shipped to the nerd who bought it off me from Ebay. He better hurry his ass up or I'm going to re-list it. Nerd. Hurry. I need the fifty bucks.
Now I've jinxed myself and will fish the crash helmets out of my car for me and my girlfriend to wear for the rest of the day. Then I will drink all of the beer in the fridge so that they don't go to waste when the big one comes.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 5:09 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Ran into the bedroom to give the girlfriend a kiss. Legs got snagged by two laundry baskets. Fell flat on my face. Now she's done laughing. And I'm done giving her kisses.
Then she asked me if I'd make her something that wasn't fattening. I sliced up some organic cucumbers with a little dish of low sodium soy sauce. She ate half and then gave me the plate. She said she wasn't hungry anymore. Minutes later I heard a plastic-ky-type rustling coming from the bedroom. I ran in and almost tripped over the laundry baskets again. She was eating Cheez-Its.
After this post, I am killing her in her sleep.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 1:20 AM
Monday, July 12, 2004
Create A New Post...
And the bombs dropped years ago
But our clean up crews are doing their work in the fields
They have the most sophisticated equipment at their disposal
Two plus two equals stop counting
Attila The Hun was yesterday
Today was a verbose, genial Hitler
All of you are The Third Reich
Almost at three strikes
Don’t waste your jugen
Met a man with colon cancer at a bar
And I didn’t talk to him on purpose
A kid jumped on my lap and told me that he loved me
I saw a bird die of West Nile
And a lady in her forties poured her heart out to me about her husband
A guy from Chicago paid for a drink of a friend of mine with ring-studded fists full of money-clipped cash
Fish fell from the sky
I smoked on a bench and watched five crickets jerk spasmodically across the sidewalk
I met a girl with pink hair
I petted a black Labrador with wet fur
I drank seven beers
I ate a New York Steak
Half of this stuff is made up
and that was today
but it's okay
because it was all part of my happy meal
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 3:38 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Cortez And The Fountain Of Youth...
If you ever want to see what I was like when I was young -
wake me up on my only day off and then have me do errands with you -
because I start crying like a fucking baby.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 11:28 AM
Friday, July 09, 2004
After I climbed on the roof and tried to grab the cat that was sitting on top of my chimney, I went and joined two female friends and one girlfriend at a restaurant. Of course they were haunted parasitically by boys. Of course the cockroaches scurried when the Kev light came on. Of course we got the hell out of there after that. They all told me creepy stories about guys hitting on them. This is after about...three hours. Why do girls tell you stories about how uncomfortable they were? When you ask them why-didn't-they-just-say-this? and why-didn't-you-just-do-this? they giggle and say that they didn't want to be mean. Hmmm...makes no sense. I could go on a tangent here, but I won't. I don't like to generalize and I don't like to write too much about even-stupider-stuff than the usual drivel that I vomit out, but...doi, duh, blah, foo, poo...c'mon. Enough said.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 2:15 AM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
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Friday, July 02, 2004
Eddie Brock Knows Where You Live, Peter...
Yeah, and I used to lift weights in an old, forgotten bomb shelter underneath the streets of NYC, plotting my revenge. But then I got a job as a sign twirler. They let me wear my headphones so I can listen to Slayer whenever I want. I'm not supposed to smoke, but I do. But, I limit myself to one every hour, and I make sure that the people driving by or stopped at red lights don't see it because I'm afraid that my big, fat boss might see me, and that's not too professional anyway.
This week I was twirling signs for a new apartment complex that's opening on 23rd and Archibald. The days are flying by, but I've been kind of distracted. The spot I'm at is right across the street from a Ruby's Diner. It's not the smell of the food that gets to me...It's the pretty girls dressed up in those old-style waitress uniforms with the short skirts. Actually, It's one girl in particular. I see her when she arrives. I see her helping tables. I see her go on break, and then I see her come back. I see her head home after she's done.
My sign becomes a blur. I start to dance and hop around. I don't notice. I forget to smoke. I am in love.
Apparently my boss does drive by to check up on me. Today he pulled me into his office and said that he was pleased with my attitude. He said that if he had more employees like me, he'd be a millionaire. He offered me three more dollars an hour and said that he'd consider making me team leader in a couple more months if I kept it up.
I thanked him and then...quit.
Because tomorrow I'm applying at Ruby's Diner.
Posted by Fat Free Milk at 1:44 AM